Insomniac's Playground

mail me on travel plans please babes - need to fit you into my busy schedule

x

P.S: yes I still use this journal people I just don;t post. MWHAHAHA. love to all

so I'll say the only thing I can

sorry.

I don't remember ever feeling this way
If I've got you to thank then you be praised

I want to take her around the world
but she's so unreliable

and its just my luck
she only likes me when she gets drunk
and lately she's been thinking
of giving up drinking

I can't help but look at myself sometimes and think that as much as I try to hide it, the fact that I work for a credit card company kinda means I suck on Satan's cock.

its funny that most of us eventually reach an age where we bend our morals for survival needs. I guess in music terms it would be called selling out.

I guess I'll go home, listen to my new Xavier Rudd album(all about treating the planet and people right), sort my recycling out before reading about Buddhism. Trying to forget I'm an shop boy for the money lenders in the temple.

hmmmm cheerful post! aren't you glad I'm back?

Current Mood: contemplative

I'm updating from work. Very naughty of me.

there you go....I still have a job!

this is a first in a series of me slowly updating you with whats going on in my life.

Wait to we get to the story about me, a river, a flock of sheep and David Hasslehoff!

Current Mood: bored

Here I am speaking to you from beyond the grave!!!!!!!!

WOOOOOOOO ......... scary.


yes I have been quiet of late....mainly because I don't have much to say.

Maybe I've become the quiet thinking type rather than the big gob I used to be.

doubt it though.

ok. I'll make an effort to be a bit more vocal.

how is everyone anyway? anyone still reading?

Dear All,
As a concerned British citizen I have been watching avidly all news reports on the out break of this deadly virus of bird flu. Knowing as we do now that it is guaranteed to kill at least 15 million billion people(scientific fact!) and with the discovery of the dead parrot(should we call it a late parrot?) am I the only one who thinks its time to put some barriers in public life for all bird breeders and handlers?

Don't get me wrong I don't mean to be prejudice against bird breeder(some of my best friends are bird breeders!). If these people wish to kill themselves with this habit then let them, I just object to having it inflicted upon me. I can't tell you the number of times I've been sitting in a restaurant having a nice wholesome family meal(no hookers or drugs anywhere, I'm not a Tory party member) and have been put off my food by bird breeders breathing near me or a feather or two floating over to my table. A lot of these people don;t even have the courtesy to open a window. Even when they're not breeding birds in public you can still be put off by the smell of bird waste on there clothes. Now that we know these people are carrying a fatal disease isn't it time they were made part of the past.

When oh when is the government going to step in and make some worth while policies for us average 50k a year, house in the city and the country, working men? I propose a full banning of bird breeders in bars, restaurants and in the work place. Fully more I propose a full banning of bird breeders on the streets. Maybe we should try a camp X-ray style boot camp to help these people. I'm sure medical science must have perfected a patch to take the urge out of these people to stroke parrots or race pigeons. Further more why hasn't the army been called in to shoot down all birds flying in from other countries? This seems a ridiculous state of affairs!

If no action is taken soon it could effect the price of my 6 bedroom house in Tumbridge Wells.

With kind regards

Reginld Rasputin III

Current Mood: Ironic

not dead yet

My therapist said not to see you no more,
she says you're like a disease without any cure,
she says I'm so obsessed that I'm becoming a bore.

Oh you think you're SO pretty

We all have people who we know touch our hearts but every now and again you get caught off guard and they really flabbergast you as happened to me tonight.

When someone very special to you makes a huge gesture, puts themselves massively out just to make you smile and feel special all you can do is try and hold back the tears, hug them and say thank you.

Still in a little shock really.

Current Mood: Soppy Bugger

So today I made it to 24! some people thought I wouldn't get this far!

I think this calls for a celebratory drink..........

I'll help you through your pain if you help me through mine but never have I met someone as insensitive as you.

Give up and walk away now and all what we had might as well never have happened.

Leave and you know my pride and stubbornness will never let me forgive you.

You may be leaving to punish yourself, but you punish me with it.

Tell me did you think we'd all dream the same?

(Doesn't that sound familiar?
Doesn't that hit so close to home?
Doesn't it make you shiver the way things could have gone?)

How could you leave me,
When I needed to possess you?
I hated you.

(I loved you too)

Remember Next time someone upsets that it takes 48 muscles in your face to frown but it only takes 4 muscles in your arm to bitchslap the motherfucker.